...to 2011. I can't say I'm sad to see the end of 2010. Yet I need to look at the good things as well. Things like the better relationship with my bro and sis-in-law. And, we are no longer in the "Squeeze Generation." (Or rather, our "squeezing" is over, at least.) We've learned a ton this year through all of the stresses and challenges, the living and the dying. I'm sure there's so much more to learn as we continue to process it all. Mom always reminded me, "God hasn't promised skies always blue, flower-strewn pathways all our life through..."
I do want to take a minute to say goodbye to "Grandpa," (Craig's father). We've learned a lot from him while he was here. Grandpa came to Gretna on Valentine's Day, 2008, moving into assisted living close to our home. I am really impressed by all of the trips Craig made to ensure coffee was made, coffee cake was cut and all of the necessities were stocked. Even though his visits were short, he gave all he had to give, and he gave faithfully. In turn, I believe that God worked forgiveness in his heart, as only He can do. Although there were difficulties, hospitalizations, uncomfortable "unfiltered" discussions and lots of loneliness, I am sad to see him go. I know that's what he wanted--to finally be with Kay. Rest in peace, Grandpa.
Looking ahead...I choose to trust in my Father, who knows what's best for me, even when times seem hard. I hope I can spend more quality time with Him this year. I'm looking forward to the addition to our family...little baby Johnson in August. I'm looking forward to visiting Seattle again, and celebrating RN graduation, and helping Beck and Chris move in, and babysitting for Johanna (and telling her more about Jesus), and visiting my friends in Big Trout Lake, (and who knows, maybe going somewhere else, too). Most of all, I am praying that God's plan unravels for me and for you. The year 2010 was an indication that on this side of heaven, life's a battle. Thank God it doesn't belong to us--the Lord is fighting on your behalf...and mine!
Happy New Year!
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